Monday, November 16, 2009
171109,
ya....been days since i posted....
what's my excuse??? LAZY!!!!
LOL!
by the way,the past few days also....
so-so only lor...
nothing much happened.
sometimes when i want to post somethings,
i really have to think twice.
its not that i am afraid i will offend that person,
but afraid of something else.....
something even more scarier than offending a person....
so its better not to post!
or else......"hou guo bu kan se xiang!"
anyway,13 more days and i will be going to Hong Kong!!!
Taka let me choose between work or holiday...
i am clever enough to choose holiday over work....
its my holiday,okay!
very excited!
last year did not go cause of work,
but this year i am not stupid!
wahahahaha!
anyway,still got lots to do!
packing...?it kills!
and the most irritating thing is that my 'friend' is coming to visit while i am in Hong Kong!
F***!!!!
7 monthsaway to my piano exam!!!!!!!
Argh!!!!!!!!
:looking for a flat!!!!
a 4 room flat...
in AMK will be the best!
not rent but buy!
thanks!!!(:
btw,this is my other blog!
Signing Off
Venus(:
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
7:52 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
121109,
FUCK!!!
but at least.......
still,i have to keep reminding myself...
cause i know what's right and what's not....
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
7:38 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
its been two days since i blogged!
101109,
there is only one word to describe my day today,FUCK!
.....recently,vulgarities alot..
also dont know why.....
anyway,after what happened today,
i still prefer working with the Alfred Dunhill staffs!!!!!
i miss them soooo much!
today,new sales.DKNY.
just because you are some kind of manager or supervisor for some kind of branded shop,
does not mean that you can treat others like your working dog okay!
we may just be a small worker,but we are still humans okay!
if you want me to respect you,can you show me some respect first????
and,the cashier counter belongs to Takashimaya,not DKNY.
why do we have to focus only on your sales....
who do you think you are?
some big fuck huh?!
please la!
and you think with that rebonded straight hair and you look cute?
i think you look very ugly okay!
already said so clearly that i did something wrongly and need one of my senior over to help.
customer also never hurry me,you down there like one big fuck like that!
to quote what you say,'hello!faster la!'...
who you think you are?
my boss???
you lucky i still have my manners okay!
did not scold you on the spot!
and when that customer scolded you today,i was like so happy la!
you want to display your items out for sale,
its expected that the customer will try de ar...
you go look at the customer as if they will do something to your clothes...
then dont put out and sell lor!
i think the customer should go and complain about you!
i am just so not in the mood la!
lucky tomorrow i off!
some more off two days!
no need work for that stupid bitch!!!!
anyway, that's all!
it's late!...
goodnight!
Signing Off,
venus(:
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
7:05 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
071109,
i am not happy at all today!!!!!!!!!!
i don't know why...
but,things are getting complicated....
i seem to not know what i am doing!!!!
am i doing it wrongly.....am i....
argh!
i hate it when i don't know what i am supposed to do!!!
why is my life fated to be like this!!!
totally speechless!
and btw,my eyesight is getting worse and,
i hate putting on my spects!
Signing Off,
venus...
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
7:39 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009
061109,
great!
today's money not less...
just nice!!!(:
today's time passed quite fast...
very tiring....
but i am confused!
what am i supposed to do???
i am so damn confused!!!!
is it my fault???
have i done something that i am not supposed to do?
things should'nt be the way it is now...!!!
it's a big mistake that i made!
hopefully,things do not get worse....
i really don't know what to do......
how?how?how?how?
why did this happen on me and not others???
why?why?why?why?
i feel so lost now!
i really don't know what i did..
but i think i hurt you...
i think i made your life difficult...
maybe i should'nt have appeared...
or is it fated???
i seem to have made things worse!
i really don't know what to do...
shall i leave???
only if i did not appear...
then all this would not have happened....
i don't want anything to happen,
just because of me.....
really don't.....
Next issue...
feeling from the past years are coming back to look for me again!
why do you always like to give me false hopes???
why do you always have to pull me up so high and then pull me down again????
i feel so tired every time this happens!!!
i just hope that this time.....
ITS REAL!!!!!!
i don't want to cry because of you again.....
i feel very tired....really tired!
suddenly,
i am speechless!!!
i really don't know what to say..
really don't!
i think that's all for the night!
Signing Off,
venus
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
8:07 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
051109,
another tiring day after work!
anyway,watching Vampire Clan now...
just finish conversation with Ruben....
and.....Please Ruben!dont have to get me anything!
my birthday is long over!
and i mean it!dont get anything for me!
today work.....time passed very slowly...
very very slowly!
tomorrow extension hour....
1.10 then start work!
wa!sian! end at 10 pm......
tomorrow work in studio 04....
okay la,quite fun there..
have the Dunhill staffs...
should be alright! :D
will be like very tired tomorrow,
but but but!
lucky Saturday OFF!!!!!!!!
:D
by the way!
previously two days ago,
counter short $10...
today,also short $10!
in total,
i short $20 in two days!
T.T
sad!
i think must deduct from my pay le lor!
hopefully nothing happens tomorrow!
hope i will have more money instead of less!
heehee XD
alright,that's all for tonight!
hopefully tomorrow is a good day and time pass quickly please!(:
Signing Off,
venus(:
[i have always been waiting for miracle to happen,
and i hope it happens soon!
i believe in miracles!]
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
7:35 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
051109,
how many days never blog le???
hmmm...2 days!!!
busy busy busy!
almost everyday work afternoon shift.
then by the time reach home.....11 plus plus!
finish bathing and everything jiu lazy to on com le...
i hate working afternoon shift!
just hate it!
anyway,yesterday did something wrong,
but i still don't know what happened!
either i give the wrong change to customer or.....
i really dont know sia!
i think i have to pay ):
the previous day,hmmm....
nothing happened.....
i am just tired that day
today,quite busy la.
reached home at 12 midnight...plus plus!
at least i finished everything i need to do(:
tomorrow.....
afternoon shift,
AGAIN!!!!!!!!
sian sia!
and for now,its late,very late
but i still cannot fall asleep!!!
i really need HweeSuan's help now!
really dont know what to do!
just hope everything will be as normal as before!
i feel so........sad and helpless!
i feel so lost!
Next,
is him again!
why cant i bloody get him off my mind!
what does he mean by he thinks he did something wrong???
i dont get it???
are all guys like that?
why cant you explain?
sometimes,you make me happy...
but sometimes,
you really make me feel like looking for you and ask you!
but i know you will never tell me anything!
and you know i will never bloody go look for you just to ask you this!
what if i wait for another two years and i ask you again???
will you give me the same answer???
again????
its been 3years plus plus going to 4 years!
do you understand what i am thinking???
if you want to make me give up,
why dont you tell me straight????
i feel very tired...but i really dont know what to do!
this feeling has been haunting me for years and i dont know what to do!!!
its been days since we sms-ed...
i wonder what you are thinking......
i dont know!
i just hope things will go back to normal as they are.....
i just wished that all this never happened!
i dont feel happy at all!
you think i do????
i really want to tell you everything.....
but i know i cant!!!!
i just cant!
i can feel that i still love you!
but!
even the last thing you left me,
i actually lost it...
what does it really mean....
and i found out what it means!
[["If you love something/someone,
let it go....
If it comes back to you,
it's yours.....
If i dose'nt,
it never was yours......"]]
sometimes,LOVE, can be tiring...
but loving someone, its more tiring than anything else!!!
alright,
even if i cant sleep....
i will count hello kittys
so i can sleep!
night everyone!
Signing Off,
venus(:
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
9:32 AM
Monday, November 2, 2009
021109,
IT'S BEEN 14 DAYS SINCE I POSTED!!!!
and i am finally...BACK!XD
anyway,quite alot happened...
got sad,happy,many many...
hehehe...
but today'smood..
okay okay la(:
anyway,currently working i Taka...
and it's really tiring!!!!!!
hwee suan i working in wisma atria
and jieting ,kumar barry is also working in Taka...before!
but recently heard that jieting got a job back at taka...
good luck boy!(:
too tired to post le!(:
will post some other day!(:
Oyasumi nasai,people!
Signing Off,
venus(:
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
8:12 AM
tHe namE is vEnus
