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Tuesday, March 2, 2010

02032010,

mum have gone overseas again!
so bored and ....lonely!
alone at home!

anyway,really can't understand how can a person be so heartless and cold blooded towards a friend that has been treating her so good when for so many years!
she can actually say that she is not important!
she can actually remember a friend's birthday and forget her many years best friend's birthday!
this is so unbelieveable!
and yet everyone is thinking that she is so bloody damn right and then stand at her side! especially,when your best friend actually also stand by her side???!
sometimes i wonder,if there is a world without all this things,would'nt it be much much better???
but she is lucky that she have me by her side supporting her,lending her a shoulder to cry on and being her listening ear!
but sometimes.... i also need one,but very difficult to find one!
argh!!!

next!
i can't believe that i actually have a chance to go xiufeng again!
and it's all thanks to my best friend,HweeSuan!
she is the one who brought back my memories and happiness!
but at that time when i saw xf,
i suddenly have a feeling that i completely don't know her and that she she is a completely a changed person...
i could'nt seem to find her....
just missed the times we had in primary school...
always wondered,
if she did'nt changed school at that time,
i would'nt be what i am today...
i had so much that i wanted to tell her,
but i just could'nt bring myself to!
i feel so lousy!

i am tired with this kind of life!
i don't want this kind of life!
i don't want!
i feel so tired all of a sudden.....
how i wish there is someone for me to rely on...
how i wish.......................




i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
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