051109,
how many days never blog le???
hmmm...2 days!!!
busy busy busy!
almost everyday work afternoon shift.
then by the time reach home.....11 plus plus!
finish bathing and everything jiu lazy to on com le...
i hate working afternoon shift!
just hate it!
anyway,yesterday did something wrong,
but i still don't know what happened!
either i give the wrong change to customer or.....
i really dont know sia!
i think i have to pay ):
the previous day,hmmm....
nothing happened.....
i am just tired that day
today,quite busy la.
reached home at 12 midnight...plus plus!
at least i finished everything i need to do(:
tomorrow.....
afternoon shift,
AGAIN!!!!!!!!
sian sia!
and for now,its late,very late
but i still cannot fall asleep!!!
i really need HweeSuan's help now!
really dont know what to do!
just hope everything will be as normal as before!
i feel so........sad and helpless!
i feel so lost!
Next,
is him again!
why cant i bloody get him off my mind!
what does he mean by he thinks he did something wrong???
i dont get it???
are all guys like that?
why cant you explain?
sometimes,you make me happy...
but sometimes,
you really make me feel like looking for you and ask you!
but i know you will never tell me anything!
and you know i will never bloody go look for you just to ask you this!
what if i wait for another two years and i ask you again???
will you give me the same answer???
again????
its been 3years plus plus going to 4 years!
do you understand what i am thinking???
if you want to make me give up,
why dont you tell me straight????
i feel very tired...but i really dont know what to do!
this feeling has been haunting me for years and i dont know what to do!!!
its been days since we sms-ed...
i wonder what you are thinking......
i dont know!
i just hope things will go back to normal as they are.....
i just wished that all this never happened!
i dont feel happy at all!
you think i do????
i really want to tell you everything.....
but i know i cant!!!!
i just cant!
i can feel that i still love you!
but!
even the last thing you left me,
i actually lost it...
what does it really mean....
and i found out what it means!
[["If you love something/someone,
let it go....
If it comes back to you,
it's yours.....
If i dose'nt,
it never was yours......"]]
sometimes,LOVE, can be tiring...
but loving someone, its more tiring than anything else!!!
alright,
even if i cant sleep....
i will count hello kittys
so i can sleep!
night everyone!
Signing Off,
venus(:
i tried, but i failed...
3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou
9:32 AM
tHe namE is vEnus
