Thursday, March 4, 2010

04032010,

the harder a guy tries to ask something from a girl and never gets it,
the more he wants to get.

just cannot understand guys,
1 will never satisfy their needs...
they need more instead.
are all guys so jerky?!
are all guys like that?
i just simply don't undestand!
they will never be satisfied until they hurt someone.
how i hope they gets hurt one day and at least know how we feel!
i think this is so irritating.....!
how can i solve it?

move on with life!
forget all troubles because,
everything happening around us is an illusion,
trouble exists due to hallucination.

i tried, but i failed...

3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou

3:50 AM

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

02032010,

mum have gone overseas again!
so bored and ....lonely!
alone at home!

anyway,really can't understand how can a person be so heartless and cold blooded towards a friend that has been treating her so good when for so many years!
she can actually say that she is not important!
she can actually remember a friend's birthday and forget her many years best friend's birthday!
this is so unbelieveable!
and yet everyone is thinking that she is so bloody damn right and then stand at her side! especially,when your best friend actually also stand by her side???!
sometimes i wonder,if there is a world without all this things,would'nt it be much much better???
but she is lucky that she have me by her side supporting her,lending her a shoulder to cry on and being her listening ear!
but sometimes.... i also need one,but very difficult to find one!
argh!!!

next!
i can't believe that i actually have a chance to go xiufeng again!
and it's all thanks to my best friend,HweeSuan!
she is the one who brought back my memories and happiness!
but at that time when i saw xf,
i suddenly have a feeling that i completely don't know her and that she she is a completely a changed person...
i could'nt seem to find her....
just missed the times we had in primary school...
always wondered,
if she did'nt changed school at that time,
i would'nt be what i am today...
i had so much that i wanted to tell her,
but i just could'nt bring myself to!
i feel so lousy!

i am tired with this kind of life!
i don't want this kind of life!
i don't want!
i feel so tired all of a sudden.....
how i wish there is someone for me to rely on...
how i wish.......................

i tried, but i failed...

3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou

3:13 AM

Monday, January 4, 2010

040110,

HAPPY NEW YEAR,PEOPLE!!!

it's the first day of school today...
quite okay,but the most frustrating thing is that i did not bring my calculator and as usual,Mr Teo always give us a test on the first day of school.
so had to borrow from joanne.
the class has a mixture of 403 and 404 students...
hmmm... and the rest was okay.
nothing much happen that i can talk about.
but a lot happened during the holidays!
i don't want to talk about any......

Finally,unpacked my room....
though it's still a little bit messy XD

'Humans do change...'
and i believe they do!
i change too!
certain things which i dare not do in the past,
i actually have the courage to do it now!

anyway,I AM ALONE AT HOME!!!
so bored,lonely,tired and and and SLEEPY!!!!
going to sleep soon!
will blog again when i have the time!
GOOD NIGHT!

Signing Off,
venus(:

i tried, but i failed...

3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou

5:39 AM

Monday, November 16, 2009

171109,

ya....been days since i posted....
what's my excuse??? LAZY!!!!
LOL!

by the way,the past few days also....
so-so only lor...
nothing much happened.
sometimes when i want to post somethings,
i really have to think twice.
its not that i am afraid i will offend that person,
but afraid of something else.....
something even more scarier than offending a person....
so its better not to post!
or else......"hou guo bu kan se xiang!"

anyway,13 more days and i will be going to Hong Kong!!!
Taka let me choose between work or holiday...
i am clever enough to choose holiday over work....
its my holiday,okay!
very excited!
last year did not go cause of work,
but this year i am not stupid!
wahahahaha!

anyway,still got lots to do!
packing...?it kills!
and the most irritating thing is that my 'friend' is coming to visit while i am in Hong Kong!
F***!!!!

7 monthsaway to my piano exam!!!!!!!
Argh!!!!!!!!

:looking for a flat!!!!
a 4 room flat...
in AMK will be the best!
not rent but buy!
thanks!!!(:

btw,this is my other blog!

http://blog.hellokitty.com.sg/venus_kitty/

Signing Off
Venus(:

i tried, but i failed...

3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou

7:52 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

121109,

FUCK!!!

but at least.......
still,i have to keep reminding myself...
cause i know what's right and what's not....

i tried, but i failed...

3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou

7:38 PM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

its been two days since i blogged!

101109,

there is only one word to describe my day today,FUCK!
.....recently,vulgarities alot..
also dont know why.....

anyway,after what happened today,
i still prefer working with the Alfred Dunhill staffs!!!!!
i miss them soooo much!

today,new sales.DKNY.

just because you are some kind of manager or supervisor for some kind of branded shop,
does not mean that you can treat others like your working dog okay!
we may just be a small worker,but we are still humans okay!
if you want me to respect you,can you show me some respect first????
and,the cashier counter belongs to Takashimaya,not DKNY.
why do we have to focus only on your sales....
who do you think you are?
some big fuck huh?!
please la!
and you think with that rebonded straight hair and you look cute?
i think you look very ugly okay!
already said so clearly that i did something wrongly and need one of my senior over to help.
customer also never hurry me,you down there like one big fuck like that!
to quote what you say,'hello!faster la!'...
who you think you are?
my boss???
you lucky i still have my manners okay!
did not scold you on the spot!
and when that customer scolded you today,i was like so happy la!
you want to display your items out for sale,
its expected that the customer will try de ar...
you go look at the customer as if they will do something to your clothes...
then dont put out and sell lor!
i think the customer should go and complain about you!

i am just so not in the mood la!
lucky tomorrow i off!
some more off two days!
no need work for that stupid bitch!!!!

anyway, that's all!
it's late!...
goodnight!

Signing Off,
venus(:

i tried, but i failed...

3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou

7:05 AM

Saturday, November 7, 2009

071109,

i am not happy at all today!!!!!!!!!!
i don't know why...
but,things are getting complicated....
i seem to not know what i am doing!!!!
am i doing it wrongly.....am i....
argh!
i hate it when i don't know what i am supposed to do!!!
why is my life fated to be like this!!!
totally speechless!

and btw,my eyesight is getting worse and,
i hate putting on my spects!

Signing Off,
venus...

i tried, but i failed...

3 words 1 meanin 8 letters ; iloveyou

7:39 AM